Written honestly, for you

I have a question for you, if you don't mind.

Do I have any chance with you in the future? Feel free not to answer if you don't want to — I was just curious.

I'm asking because we've had a lot of things happen lately and we're studying at different lyceums now. I haven't seen you in a long time and honestly I've missed you so much.

Lately I've been acting differently, and I know that. I thought about it a lot — I felt lost, not because my feelings changed, but because I didn't know what to do, or even how you were doing. Not knowing if you were okay made everything harder.

And all I wanted to say is that I miss you.